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Sulastri. There isn't much to know about me but if you must,you can try figuring. Miscellaneous
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Saturday, June 6, 2009
, 8:16 PM
⇨ I cant keep up,But I cant back down. Nothings new.But nothings gonna change.- I hope.Is thr smth I can do? Just tht I dont knw what? My head's spinning. -Whr do I go from here. Hah,supposed to meet Ryan to do some catching up. But,I woke up at 4.And he kinda woke up at tht time too.Lol, Im not hopeless please.Just very tired. Please Agree with me that the weather is being such a bitch. Somemore my Aircon is spoilt.Actually the whole house one la. It ran out of gas or smth like tht -_- So,I cannot sleep in peace.Fucken hot. Hah.And then I didnt go out,duh.Im not sure about tmr. But Andrea is already making plans to go out bfr I leave on Wed. I dont wanna go lor.But,have to go cuz its like a Famly thing. My shoulder blades like so painful.Ouch, Wait. Is it even my shoulder blades? Haha.K,wtv.But I think its bcs of my Slouching. I dont understand and cant figure how some,some okay can like walk and sit and stand so straight? Even if not straight,Like At Least straight. Bcs I fucking cant! Its like,I walk abit,must slouch.Carry heavy bag,slouch. Actually,even if its not heavy or Im not crrying anything.I will still do the same. Yknw when you try to straighten my shoulders,Whaaaaaaaa. Hurts damn badly.But like nice ah.I just hope I dont have a backbone problem la k. Lol.Why the hell am I talking about this? Good ah,like self-entertainment. KA-KA-KA.Anyways,Im not emo la.I just like to be in my world. Wha cheh." Be in my world" sounds so philosophical. Ha~ Correct not uh? Lol.I shall not talk krap anymore.I think I should read more on "How to be Popular." Bcs apparently,Im too desperate and o.m.g I rrrr want to fit in.-NOT. Gdbye! :D Love,-N- Y i cant figure why it is so difficult to move, |