Suddenly,I get all so emotional and moody.
Suddenly,I dont even know why I'm like this.
Its so strange that things just happen just like that.
Its just all so fast.And as Im typing this,I have no idea wht I am uttering in my head.
Its just so..........random?weird? Ya.Strange it is.
Amazing how stupid it is for me to get all teary over a phone.
Like,okay wtv.And,how I actually can afford to waste my tears on someone like you.
Just over listening to a song.Stupid huh? Hahah,ya.I thought so too.
Sometimes,I just feel like shunning myself out from all this.
Run away and be carefree.I really want to do all that and be all that you know.
That way,I do not have to worry about anything.But this way,no matter how I face it,
I know I can never be able to really,face up to all this.
Im just so,sick.sick and tired of all this.Why do we even live?What do we exist for?
Till when will we live and was all that we did to keep living worth the while?
I ask myself this.
I am sorry for being too emotional.Too hard on myself.On all this.hahha
It is just so weird isnt it? Huh? hahah.Believe it or not,I really dont mind being a loner.
If it makes me happy and be carefree and look forward more to life,I really wont mind.
Hahah I think my time of the month is coming soon.Thats why Im like this.Hahah,
Yeah.thts just it. :>

Love,-N- Y
where does agony bring you?
where can you find true happiness?
what is it that is hidden behind all the sadness?
Will it all come to a good end? a good,happy ending?
If the answer is yes,I dont mind all the suffering.
Because since it is yes,it will all be good. :)