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-as I seem to be.

I wish I was invincible.

I wish nothing was able to tear me apart.

I wish I was heartless and emotionless.

But no,what are all these? They're just stupid 'wishes' I "wish" about.

None of this will ever be true.

Honestly,I am sick and tired of everything.

Despite being this young,(I mean i'm only 16 going 17)I already have to feel all this.

Yup,all THIS.whats 'this' ? Oh,that.And whats that? I wouldn't tell you,

cos you wouldn't know.OR,you prolly wont understand.

Ahh,love.whats there to talk about love? When people say it,do you believe it?

Because honestly,It's hard for me to take that in anymore.

Except for the ones I'm really close to.Because I truly love them.

They are what I live for.

But then again.....what's love? I can't explain it.

Because many a time,I've just been turned down right in front of my face

and people don't even seem to remember they turned me down.

Why am I always the bad guy? And then you try to make yourself the bad guy,

so that I would feel guilty cos bad people feel guilty.

So hey,at the end of the day,you still think I'm the bad one,Yes?

What the fuck is this long draggy post even for.It's like I'm talking shit to my inner voice.

I love my inner voice.Ahh,there.It just said 'Thank you.' Oh,youre welcome :)

ok,got to cut the crap out.Tmr is going to be a long day and the day we've all been waiting for.

I'm going to shower and head to bed early. Wuhuuu ^.^

Love,-N- Y