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I cannot do this. I am really so close to giving up everything.

I need to do this right.

I need to make everyone around me happy.

I need to prove people wrong.

But I just can't do it.

Every time I'm being left alone,I overthink.

I think bad thoughts. Pointless thoughts.

This is like the last lap and yet I can't finish it.

How did I even manage to get this far, I dont know.

I am just useless and pathetic and desperate.

Yep,thats what I am. Too stressed to even eat.

Good,I can lose weight. lol I am going to be a skinny bxxch by the end of this year (i wish)

I'm tired. It is a tired that sleep can't fix.

I'm a fucked up girl. bye

Love,-N- Y

killed myself so many times already