Sulastri.
There isn't much to know about me
but if you must,you can try figuring.
Miscellaneous
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
, 6:29 AM
⇨19
These past few days,I've been trying. Oh.. hell to days,it has been weeks.
I keep holding back. I hesitate. I'm too afraid. Afraid of everything. I can never have it. My past is just.... full. Full of failures. I fail and I fall countless of times. And that really hurt. I can't remember how bad it felt cos I'm too numb since the feeling kept hitting me time and time again. As much as I want to try again,I can't. These walls I've built around me... They are so hard to break. Almost impossible to be demolished. -and I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing. As I'm typing this shit out,I'm surrounded by people. But they are non-existent to me. Or,I just feel non-existent la. I really don't know what I should do.
See,this is what happens when you're too numb and br ok en.......
You end up being lost. Well fuck you cos I'm lost. I've been lost for too long. And it sucks x 10000000
I keep holding back. I hesitate. I'm too afraid. Afraid of everything. I can never have it. My past is just.... full. Full of failures. I fail and I fall countless of times. And that really hurt. I can't remember how bad it felt cos I'm too numb since the feeling kept hitting me time and time again. As much as I want to try again,I can't. These walls I've built around me... They are so hard to break. Almost impossible to be demolished. -and I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing. As I'm typing this shit out,I'm surrounded by people. But they are non-existent to me. Or,I just feel non-existent la. I really don't know what I should do.
See,this is what happens when you're too numb and br ok en.......
You end up being lost. Well fuck you cos I'm lost. I've been lost for too long. And it sucks x 10000000