Sulastri.
There isn't much to know about me
but if you must,you can try figuring.
Miscellaneous
Monday, January 23, 2012
, 3:32 AM
⇨3:32 AM
I've always felt that I don't belong.
But then I hold that feeling and realise that,if I don't belong here,where else? God put me here,through all of this,for a reason. Right? His reason. So yea I would say I'm happy and thankful to be here. // I really enjoy being alone. When I say 'enjoy', I do not mean jumping up and down and screaming my lungs out when I'm alone. I just mean,I like the stillness of everything. How I am there,but nobody is aware of my presence. Yea it sure gets lonely and boring most of the time. But i slowly get the hang of it and I learn one thing- to appreciate the stillness of every moment. It's boring when my friends talk about their partners while I just sit there and listen. I mean,I don't mind listening,but sometimes(just sometimes) I wished I could do that too. Well not that I haven't done that before anyway haha. // Everyday is the same for me. It's not that I don't crave for it. I do. But I just scratch that idea after awhile. I like how life is for me now. I really hope this year is going to turn out well for me. I really hope it will be good.
But then I hold that feeling and realise that,if I don't belong here,where else? God put me here,through all of this,for a reason. Right? His reason. So yea I would say I'm happy and thankful to be here. // I really enjoy being alone. When I say 'enjoy', I do not mean jumping up and down and screaming my lungs out when I'm alone. I just mean,I like the stillness of everything. How I am there,but nobody is aware of my presence. Yea it sure gets lonely and boring most of the time. But i slowly get the hang of it and I learn one thing- to appreciate the stillness of every moment. It's boring when my friends talk about their partners while I just sit there and listen. I mean,I don't mind listening,but sometimes(just sometimes) I wished I could do that too. Well not that I haven't done that before anyway haha. // Everyday is the same for me. It's not that I don't crave for it. I do. But I just scratch that idea after awhile. I like how life is for me now. I really hope this year is going to turn out well for me. I really hope it will be good.