Sulastri.
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but if you must,you can try figuring.
Miscellaneous
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
, 11:15 PM
⇨Dear God,
"I am so blessed."
I really wish I could be happy whenever I whisper this sentence to myself. I get so envious each time I see others saying that. Well yes,maybe I am blessed too. That I still have a home. Eventhough it isn't one I could call my own. I am blessed with plenty of disguises. But yes,I am still blessed. I don't blame God. I blame myself. I just wish I could have that part of me,strong enough to blame my parents. But I don't. Sigh. I don't know what else to do other than sighing my days away. I want to make everyone proud. I really want to. But right now,it's just not my time. Not yet.
I really wish I could be happy whenever I whisper this sentence to myself. I get so envious each time I see others saying that. Well yes,maybe I am blessed too. That I still have a home. Eventhough it isn't one I could call my own. I am blessed with plenty of disguises. But yes,I am still blessed. I don't blame God. I blame myself. I just wish I could have that part of me,strong enough to blame my parents. But I don't. Sigh. I don't know what else to do other than sighing my days away. I want to make everyone proud. I really want to. But right now,it's just not my time. Not yet.