Saturday, January 28, 2012 , 8:56 PM

⇨Oh take me back to the start.

I am tired. I am sad. I am hungry. Hungry for a sense of belonging. I don't think I actually belong here. I try to adapt. Every single time I try to. But I just can't. How do you deal with the feeling of missing someone you're not supposed to? Well I don't think you have to deal with the feeling. I think you just pretend that you're fine and fake a smile and carry on. Well,for what it's worth, I have stayed and I have tried. Maybe I just don't fit in here. Maybe i just can't deal with people. I tend to break them. Maybe I'm just better off alone. That way I don't go around hurting people's feelings. "Be there for them,but not there."