Sulastri.
There isn't much to know about me
but if you must,you can try figuring.
Miscellaneous
Sunday, August 26, 2012
, 3:48 AM
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Well I've abandoned this space
long enough. Long enough to say I
miss letting my emotions out. So many random thoughts I've been having. And talking to myself feels like the perfect thing to do. But here's the irony,I'm nothing close to perfect. Or being perfect. Flaws. Flawed. Yes,I am. One after another,troubles. They keep rolling in. I try to jump over them in attempt to avoid being rolled over but I fail. It's like a destructive wave just crashed onto me and I can't get back up. Sorta. I miss my dad. My mum. I long for their attention and care. But why is it that when I get it,I push it away? Why do I push? Is it because I'm used to living like this? Practically on my own? I never wanted this nor did I ever ask for this. If I remember clearly. But I'm still,as always,trying to accept it nonetheless. What are all these words I'm typing out. -They're just your thoughts. And so said my subconscious. Hmm. I just long for someone to come along. Someone special that I can give my all to. But it's probably not my time yet since I keep getting hit by tidal waves huh. Ok this is getting tideous. No one watches this space anyway. Back to your master,Sulastri. Yes. Back to him. Goodnight!
long enough. Long enough to say I
miss letting my emotions out. So many random thoughts I've been having. And talking to myself feels like the perfect thing to do. But here's the irony,I'm nothing close to perfect. Or being perfect. Flaws. Flawed. Yes,I am. One after another,troubles. They keep rolling in. I try to jump over them in attempt to avoid being rolled over but I fail. It's like a destructive wave just crashed onto me and I can't get back up. Sorta. I miss my dad. My mum. I long for their attention and care. But why is it that when I get it,I push it away? Why do I push? Is it because I'm used to living like this? Practically on my own? I never wanted this nor did I ever ask for this. If I remember clearly. But I'm still,as always,trying to accept it nonetheless. What are all these words I'm typing out. -They're just your thoughts. And so said my subconscious. Hmm. I just long for someone to come along. Someone special that I can give my all to. But it's probably not my time yet since I keep getting hit by tidal waves huh. Ok this is getting tideous. No one watches this space anyway. Back to your master,Sulastri. Yes. Back to him. Goodnight!