Sunday, March 10, 2013 , 4:36 AM

⇨10/3/2013

Often,you push people away. You push the ones that care. You let the ones that don't matter in. Why? Why push and neglect the people that make an effort to be in your life? It's weird isn't it? If I'm trying to make sense out of this,I would say it's because the ones that care knows too much. They know how hurt and paralyzed you have been they know you keep one thousand and one things inside and you dont let it out. They know this because you have once told them/ they know you well enough. You told them that you're too broken to be fixed. You told them that you're tired of life. Of your life you're leading. You think by pushing those people away,you can start anew. Truth is,nothing changes. Nothing changes because you don't let change take place. People that care deserve to be remembered. People that spend 20 minutes lecturing to you about you deserves to be in your life. They do that because they care and it is true. So why push? Stop pushing and start accepting your flaws. Accept other's words and concern. Accept it because it'll help to mould you into a better you. Be thankful for each day you're waking up to. You don't know what tomorrow has to offer.

-note to self